Sweet.

the person i thought was my friend really isn't. And actually treats me like a piece of shit, but I'm too dumb to notice.

My boyfriends in fucking Idaho. And traveling for a month.

I don't hang out with anyone else.


And I fucking chopped my hair off. Cause im a fucking idiot. WHY THE FUCK DID I CUT MY HAIR OFF. i will never have metal hair.
it was getting sooo long.
i will never have dreds either.
oh well. sorry I cant be as crusty as I'd like to be. And sorry I don't wear offensive band t-shirts every day of the week.
and sorry I'm not as fucking punk as you are. Sorry I don't go to all the cool drinking spots and get wasted off my ass and go to this "awesome fucking show" when I can't even remember it in the end.
and sorry my myspace doesn't look as cool as yours' does. I hate big corporations... BUT I SURE DO LOVE FOX!


i am not a pretty girl
that is not what i do
i ain't no damsel in distress
and i don't need to be rescued
so put me down punk
maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair
isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

i am not an angry girl
but it seems like i've got everyone fooled
every time i say something they find hard to hear
they chalk it up to my anger
and never to their own fear
and imagine you're a girl
just trying to finally come clean
knowing full well they'd prefer you
were dirty and smiling

and i am sorry
i am not a maiden fair
and i am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere

and generally my generation
wouldn't be caught dead working for the man
and generally i agree with them
trouble is you gotta have yourself an alternate plan
and i have earned my disillusionment
i have been working all of my life
and i am a patriot
i have been fighting the good fight
and what if there are no damsels in distress
what if i knew that and i called your bluff?
don't you think every kitten figures out how to get down
whether or not you ever show up

i am not a pretty girl
i don't want to be a pretty girl
no i want to be more than a pretty girl



fuck you.